i remember why i don't really enjoy it now.

i was just remembering how my debit card hasn't mysteriously been working (i assume it's because i hit my limit for this month EVEN THOUGH I DON'T BELIEVE I BOUGHT THAT MANY THINGS). then i remembered how my lyft account also coincidentally doesn't have any money left (i think til september 1? hopefully..). has amy and matt been coordinating for my debit card to pay for my lyft rides when INSURANCE IS SUPPOSED TO PAY FOR TRANSPORTATION- ESPECIALLY SINCE I DON'T HAVE A METRO MOBILITY CARD ANYMORE OR A DRIVER'S LICENSE. i would more than likely have got the job i just interviewed for IF i had better transportation since the lady i interviewed with seemed so sure i'd be a good front desk worker and already tried to see what days and times would work for my schedule (she went out of her way to compliment me on how easy of a person i was to talk to).. then i was forced to wait over an hour for a return ride from the hotel- which i can guarantee you did NOT score me any points. thanks a lot jackasses and i DO mean BOTH of you- you're more than likely the reason why i'll remain depending on social security MY WHOLE FUCKIN LIFE).
i got up at like 7 and got ready for the day today, then fredrick came to my house and made me breakfast and we went and picked up his friend and his friend's son (they went to the fair with us last year also) and we went to the minnesota state fair. it was good to get out. i don't really remember anything too significant at the fair this year except remembering exactly what i hate when i go to the fair walking all fuckin day. my damn legs and stomach were hurting because i walked so long, that i just eventually threw my cane pissed off because my legs and stomach hurt me so bad and i was hot as hell. i don't remember falling- probably because fredrick was there to make sure i didn't- but we found some benches to sit at for a few minutes. the only thing i really did at the fair this year was eat a hotdog and so i really don't see anything great about that place anymore. i guess it's fun to get out every now and then though.